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Created on 2002-02-01 23:52:34 (#457317), last updated 2008-08-06
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Basic Info| Name: | CosmicKitty |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1977-08-06 |
| Location: | Waukesha, Wisconsin, United States |
| Website: | MySpace |
BioSo here's my journal. Don't you just wish sometimes life gave you a do-over? Wonder what would happen if you had done something differently...just one little thing...and think how greatly it would have affected your life, or someone else's life? I do...all the time. Not that I regret anything I've ever done, because it all lead me to where I am now...and I'm happy. I may bitch a lot...but I AM happy.
I am very curious by nature...so please don't confuse my curiosity of "what would've been", with regret. I am very thankful for life's little mishaps...the missed opportunities...the stupid decisions...the foot in my mouth...the wrong turns down the path of life.
I've turned down the dork in college, who is now the hot bachelor living in New York making piles of money. I've missed my connection with my soulmate. I've let down a best friend. I've loved with all my heart and lost in the biggest way. I've been kicked out of college. I've dropped out of college. I haven't been my father's daughter in 5 years. I cuss like a sailor,and I smoke like a chimney. I am sweet, and cuddly, and the most genuine person you will ever meet.
With all that said, I am coming up on a milestone year. I turn 30 this year...and I realize it's never too late. It's never too late to find yourself...to tell someone you miss them...to love again...to learn new things...to put yourself out there...to say you're sorry...(and as they say) to dance like no one is watching. It's never too late to be happy.
I grew up in Milwaukee, and through a combination of friends, jobs, and lovers, now find myself in Waukesha, WI. I've been here for a little over 7 years now, and I like it here, and I think I'm going to stay. I've met someone...someone who loves me uncondtionally...through my good and bad days...through my temper tantrums, and "I hate me" days. Now that's love. He won't let me go, no matter what, and it's the first time anyone has ever fought for me like that...and I love that about him. We're going to be married on 06-07-08...just two months shy of my 31st birthday...and I couldn't imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone else. He is love.
I've had this job...for the past 5 years, in the unforgiving food service industry. I'm the General Manager of my own little slice of hell...and I'm a restaurant owner's dream. See, I worked my way up the ladder from Cashier to General Manager...and I take anything the company throws at me. And now...now that I'm cynical and jaded, and hate my job, they've brainwashed me into thinking that they NEED me...and I've convinced myself that I don't have the skills to do ANYTHING else out there. But I know for my own sanity, and for the love of my life to truly see how wonderful I really am (those of you who have known me for years will know how I've slowly changed over time), I know I need to get out...soon. My soon-to-be husband sees that there's something else, something better inside me...and it's in my eyes. But it is going to take a lot of chipping away, and damage reversal for that person to completely shine through again.
But enough rambling from me. I'm not here for kudos nor sympathy. I'm actually drawn to this place by all of you. If you're on my friends list, you're there for a reason. I either find you intriguing, or simply adore you. I love all of my old friends, and always welcome new ones.
My Amazon Wishlist
I am very curious by nature...so please don't confuse my curiosity of "what would've been", with regret. I am very thankful for life's little mishaps...the missed opportunities...the stupid decisions...the foot in my mouth...the wrong turns down the path of life.
I've turned down the dork in college, who is now the hot bachelor living in New York making piles of money. I've missed my connection with my soulmate. I've let down a best friend. I've loved with all my heart and lost in the biggest way. I've been kicked out of college. I've dropped out of college. I haven't been my father's daughter in 5 years. I cuss like a sailor,and I smoke like a chimney. I am sweet, and cuddly, and the most genuine person you will ever meet.
With all that said, I am coming up on a milestone year. I turn 30 this year...and I realize it's never too late. It's never too late to find yourself...to tell someone you miss them...to love again...to learn new things...to put yourself out there...to say you're sorry...(and as they say) to dance like no one is watching. It's never too late to be happy.
I grew up in Milwaukee, and through a combination of friends, jobs, and lovers, now find myself in Waukesha, WI. I've been here for a little over 7 years now, and I like it here, and I think I'm going to stay. I've met someone...someone who loves me uncondtionally...through my good and bad days...through my temper tantrums, and "I hate me" days. Now that's love. He won't let me go, no matter what, and it's the first time anyone has ever fought for me like that...and I love that about him. We're going to be married on 06-07-08...just two months shy of my 31st birthday...and I couldn't imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone else. He is love.
I've had this job...for the past 5 years, in the unforgiving food service industry. I'm the General Manager of my own little slice of hell...and I'm a restaurant owner's dream. See, I worked my way up the ladder from Cashier to General Manager...and I take anything the company throws at me. And now...now that I'm cynical and jaded, and hate my job, they've brainwashed me into thinking that they NEED me...and I've convinced myself that I don't have the skills to do ANYTHING else out there. But I know for my own sanity, and for the love of my life to truly see how wonderful I really am (those of you who have known me for years will know how I've slowly changed over time), I know I need to get out...soon. My soon-to-be husband sees that there's something else, something better inside me...and it's in my eyes. But it is going to take a lot of chipping away, and damage reversal for that person to completely shine through again.
But enough rambling from me. I'm not here for kudos nor sympathy. I'm actually drawn to this place by all of you. If you're on my friends list, you're there for a reason. I either find you intriguing, or simply adore you. I love all of my old friends, and always welcome new ones.
My Amazon Wishlist
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311, absolutely fabulous, ani difranco, ansel adams, art bell, beastie boys, björk, blah, bob marley, boondock saints, candles, celtic, cheese, chicago, clubbing, coast to coast, dancing, dave matthews band, david lynch, drinking, etta james, family guy, foreign films, guacamole, harley davidson, homestar runner, house, insomnia, ireland, irony, jack kerouac, jason wiles, jimmy fallon, kevin smith, led zepplin, lords of acid, madison, mexican food, milwaukee, monkeys, monster garage, monster house, mountain dew, movies, muppets, music, nature, neopets, orbital, oshkosh, packers, pat mccurdy, paul oakenfold, playfulness, rocky rococo, rusted root, sarcasm, smirnoff ice, soul coughing, soulxchange, spence, tattoos, the onion, the osbournes, third watch, thunderstorms, tim burton, trance, urban legends, velvet, vintage posters, violent femmes, waukesha, wine, wisconsin, wizard of oz
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Schools:
Alexander Hamilton High School - Milwaukee, WI (1991 - 1995)
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